You Ever Feel Physically Here - But Mentally somewhere Else ?
There's always this feeling of fears between me & other people
The development of trust is not easy, and the abandonment issues create a wedge
I am someone who sometimes runs in many circles that it causes me to lose out on
certain things. Taking accountability is hard for me because I have my side & I see things from their side
I am a growing pain trying to seek her voice & recognize the gold within her expression.
I need a day to turn off my phone & to focus on what's important to me without the
distractions of the world. I must be alone with my thoughts & clean my space to reimagine
the environment that I'm in. I am pushing myself to fight my procrastination. And building a new
foundation around my vision. I must make space and release the mask so that the
truth & honestly can formalize within my soul.
I am emerging different now. I am thinking different now. I am able to see things from both sides
and I am able to recognize where I am moving wrong or how I should've handled things
differently & that takes strength. I am becoming who I am meant to be. I am slowly
evolving into a phoenix.